hey girl come with me and let yourself go

so whenever i found out i was pregnant the first time i was driving by myself listing to a mix-tape/cd (mix-tape sounds cooler)and oar's hey girl came on. i started crying, singing really loud and thinking what if i am having a girl!! it was hard to listen to that song for a little while. but now it brings my heart lots of happiness.

i didn't really get that mother instict with this baby. honestly it is was really hard for me to grasp the fact that a human was growing inside. i felt anything but contected to the baby. but the farther along i got the more of that "feeling" came. first i just wanted it to be a girl and then it was like, no i'm having a girl! i just know it! on monday may 9th we found out that i was right. baby number one for the button's is a girl. i know that hey girl shouldn't really be one that makes me think of my girl but i don't care. it's a good song. here are her little hands and feet. i could of watched her for hours...

some other big news...not really... but i have been trying desperately to make my "high school" room not look high school. the walls are still the dreadful purplish color i thought was a great idea but i've tried decorating it. it's pretty sad but i'm trying. these are just my fav spots right now...

and then my little work artsy station. i hope to move into dalton's room if we plan on staying her when my parents leave. it will give me a bigger space. but for now i'm very happy with this work space.

don't worry i'll keep you updated and hopefully things will start looking cooler. i really can't wait for our one place...
peace out.